Uncle Mel
We called him “Uncle Mel” but he
could have been Merlin the Magician
the way he took brush or pen
and with a few deft strokes
made wild horses leap ravines
and clouds consume the Bighorn Sky,
the colors so clear and crisp
you could hear the thunder rolling
across the rain-soaked sage.
We were city kids living
a country summer, and along with
the Good Book he taught us the Gospel
of fireworks, fly-fishing, and the Holy Order
of running barefoot in the grass.
But our favorite time was crowding around
at table trying to guess his latest trick
before completion: “It’s a horse!”
“No, it’s an Indian!”
“It’s an Indian on a horse!”
We watched bug-eyed as lines merged,
kissed and fled, swirled, dived,
and somersaulted until—Abracadabra!
Shazam! A cowboy on a bucking
brahma bull appeared. Wow!
Like magic. Wow!
When we grew older and Santa Claus died
and the Tooth Fairy was exposed
as a consummate fraud, and our fantasy
frontier summers grew slimmer
while the weight of the world grew fatter,
he reminded us that dreams
are not culprits from the past
or play things to be boxed up
and stacked in the attic
but the very fire that fuels us
through our journey on Earth,
through our longest days
and our darkest nights.
He taught us to see beyond simple shape
and shade, the congruent lines
and easy colors.
He saw God in every twisted limb, the slashing rain,
the movement of cattle across a stream.
But even more he saw God
in each of us, not as we were
but as we someday (with some
seasoning, smarts, hard knocks,
coaxing, prodding, a little of this
and a heap of that) might become;
always the kind and encouraging word
regardless of how badly we had
cluttered our canvas with clashing colors
and freak show creatures.
He knew the atoning power
of draft, re-draft, and do-over,
the double-edged miracle
of turpentine and forgiveness.
Now our Uncle Mel, our beloved Merlin,
has performed the ultimate
disappearing act, and yet we see
him everywhere: in the muscle-bound
mountains and the frothing clouds
and horses grazing in the fields;
we see him standing solitary
on a butte leaning into his easel,
Stetson low over the brow,
the wind whipping his coattails,
a palette in one hand, in the other a brush
he wields like a wizard
fending off the darkness
while summoning up magic
from the blue beyond.